Longe de ser Gandalfino, the White...

Hoje estou longe de ser Gandalfino, the White. Did a terrible thing, fought with hubby in front of bebecas, sth I swore I'd never ever do again. This was a major fight and I said the word 'hate you', a word i thought i wasn't capable of thinking, let alone pronounce it. It has left me devastated. It is not a matter of putting the dog first or second, bebecas has to learn that the dog also has the right to be left alone. He literally spent the entire day chasing him around the house, by the end of the day the dog wanted peace and quiet. Hubby doesn´t understand that. Well, the dog barked in a very unfriendly manner to bebecas and he started crying. Right then both needed to reprimended: the dog for barking like that and the kid for not leaving the dog be. But only the dog was reprimended and hubby has the nerve to tell me that as usual the dog came first, even before bebecas. I snapped!!! He is the one who leaves him ALONE in the bathroom, in the bath tub, with water on it, to go check his stamps!!! And i am the one whose priorities need to change? He only reads to the kid if I tell him so, sometimes it is bebecas himself who cries out for attention and yes, he is in the living room with him, and i have to tell him 'He wants you to pay attention to him'. He is a good father, but sometimes he is emotionally distant. That's why I don't seem to get anything done round the house, I cannot resist him pulling my hand to go play. All I wanted was to have peace round bebecas ... that's all I wanted. Com esta de hoje, lá se foi a minha nuvem e os anjos a tocar harpa...